I’ll let them go …
I woke up this morning feeling different. For so long, I never had this kind of enthusiastic affection to someone. But suddenly, my consciousness was filled up with doubts and uncertainties. I was hit by the reality of nonrecurring expense of love. I am afraid! I am anxious that my love will not be requited. I am not sure whether to sacrifice friendship or condemn my feelings. And my dubious emotion seems not satisfied instead it filled my mine with questions that are indefinite and confusing. Is she the one? Do I have a chance? Am I right for her?
I am not good at things like this. Where I’m better at? Escaping. Sooner or later I will come up with a plan. An idea to escape from this passion. My scheme to enable my self to feel pain from inadequate admiration and to distance myself from regrets for our friendship. I would choose to bury myself in misery rather than let myself fall into pieces because of the one I love.
I love you! Goodbye!
San tingin? Selfie-selfie, ndi bagay!